Day 3

I'm having trouble trying to understand and pick my modules for this semester. I have no idea how to do this stuff. It's so confusing. And on top of it all it's very hard to ask for any seniors because I don't really know them that well. STRESS!! Hopefully I can get through stress management so I can easily cope with this in the future.

Fresher ALERT!!

My first day as a University student. So far nothing interesting has happened. I was just irritated by the endless talks and the perky seniors. Maybe because I was just tired due to unpacking my stuff and just got about 3 hours of sleep. I really feel tired now. I think for these four years I am going to be studying here my laptop will be one I'll write to often. It's bored now and it's only like 11 o'clock. Maybe I will go to bed in a while. Hope tomorrow I'll be in a better mood. Just want to sleep but when I actually attend to sleep, I just don't feel comfortable. My only wish tonight, hopefully I sleep well.

the script, I love!!

just got the new "the script" science and faith album!! so amazing!! better then the last one. i think cause its more romantic, well most of their stuff are the type of songs that would swipe a girl off her feet if someone wrote that for her. =) I now realize the big difference that changed i my sense of music and how I enjoy it. when I was still young I'll end up googling about the singer/band and praise them but now I'll just get the mood from the music and apply to my life. so far the script has a very LOVE-ish feeling. and I'm in love and I can relate to it the most. =) but I did saw them on MTV once, kinda cute the vocals. I'm all into life music.

I'm so busy planning things that I'll never get to do in life. I think that's one of the reason I want to be a pilot. I just want to explore the world to its fullest, love to the extreme , dive to the deepest, feel pain like I never felt before. life is so short and I just want to do so much with it. I'm so excited for the next chapter of my life and I want to enjoy the most of it. then when I'm old and wrinkled, I want to share it and hopefully change a person's life.

I know these kind of things only happens in movies during the mellow soundtracks which sometimes put me in tears but I want to do it and that's what matters.

After finishing form six I've become more mature and spent time in places that I've never thought I'd spend and do things I never thought I'll ever do. for instance, I've never thought I'll ever be in a swimming competition but there I was last month with one gold and 2 silver.

I CAN BE ANYTHING I WANT!!

[this post might me out of my mind cause I didn't edit anything and just wrote what I was thinking while listed to the script o full volume]

Don't worry about a thing cause every little thing is gonna be alryt

Recently I just got back from KL for attending abang asyik and Kak jue's wedding. the whole family went to LBJ to celebrate the wedding there then his wife's side came to Brunei and we had another celebration here. their wedding was a blast and all the new traditions were cake to my eyes. *it sound better in my head*

With my new cousin-in-law (?)

for the past few days I have been waiting and waiting for a call from RBA for the pilot scheme. its so frustrating to wait and wait. The worst part is, I don't think I've been shortlisted. If I don't get through, I know I'm not a quitter and I'll try my best the next time or in any other path I take next.

Since I dont do anything nowadays, I started a new hobby. COLORING. Yes that's right. I've got a few master pieces to show but before that the photos are not really of the best quality cause my DSLR is now considered broken. I know right!! its either I buy a new one or spend more than $100 to send it to KL. =(

One more thing, I've fallen in love with the PANORAMA effect. I've been experimenting but its not going that well.

Don't worry about a thing cause every little thing is gonna be alryt

RAIN

Rainy season is here. Just loved the muddy roads and sleepless nights. NOT! living near the beach, the rainy season is the worst. I can listen to the waves crashing at night. I used to get terrified of the waves but after 11 years I just dealt with it. Now I can have a 8-hour sleep without being awake by the waves.

Don't worry about a thing cause every little thing is gonna be alryt

update about me and the world

right now I'm sitting in front of the tv ad watching CNN and BBC. Since I read only local news in the papers, I had to get my mind on what is going on in the world. Little did I know I missed A LOT! Namely: Women in Gaza is standing up. I guess they are fed up of being pushed by the men and the neighboring countries. It is not really a big deal because I see then as female soldiers and in the case of other countries, they would not really be made a big deal. Although their purpose of killing others is kind of alarming. Maybe because of their children who are threatened? . link Pakistan Punjab Governor was assassinated some guy trying to be a superhero . That is wicked. Its like watching kick ass but in reality One of the royal family was attacked. I think it was prince charles. didn't concentrate much about that. I also watched a documentary about prison in America. I remembered I had done something in school about this topic and I interest me a lot. I learned that there are people up to 100 years old in prison who don't get parole and not get released. Thats a bummer but what they did while they were young was not really acceptable. So I have been writing and writin and rewriting my personal statement and it is totally difficult. It is so difficult to speak bout myself. And then it hit me. Do I really know myself well? Don't worry about a thing cause every little thing is gonna be alryt

end of a great influence

yes its Paramore. it is fficial that the band is coming to a split. The band paramore will still exist but without the Ferro brothers. How tragic. So disappointed in their disicion. I don't think any of their fans agree. but its their life right

. Don't worry about a thing cause every little thing is gonna be alryt

eye makeup!!

lately I've been going gaga for smokey eyes. I haven't much had the skills to do much but I tried something on youtube. It was challenging and the end result was awesome. =)

tho I shud do something about my pores. maybe a facial.

Don't worry about a thing cause every little thing is gonna be alryt

Sore arm

The one thing I can't stand after a tennis game is the sore arm. Now I'm practically writing with my right hand(cause I'm a left handed player)….. So sore. Will blog later when both my hands can be used properly.

Something to share…

Wikileaks. It has been a booming topic for the press for several days now and I predict it will still go on and on even after December. I have not gone through the website in detail just scanned through but there are some interesting things that I may point out. Maybe not cause it's a sensitive case. Just log on to the webbie and read for yourself. Good GK.