Just needed to be said

These few days have been stressful to the max for me. I turn to music for stressful times like this. I have to do something and I can't sit down because I'll think about my future and will think what if I failed or something equivalent happened to me. It would me be dreadful.

good sunday night

Talking with babyku.

perfect BGIC experiance

on the 12th until the 15th of March I entered this thing called Borneo Global Issues Conference (BGIC). Little did I know that this BGIC would make me a better yet intuitive person in many ways. To anyone who is reading this post and have the chance to participate, I advise you to JOIN!!

This conference is held by International School Brunei(ISB) every year for the past eight years if not mistaken. Students from all over Asia (east and west M'sia, Thailand, Indonesia, Qatar), Govt. and non govt. schools in Brunei will assemble to discuss about world issue. It is kind of a MUN (model united nations). Every delegate is given a country to represent and WILL speak for the country itself.

During the conference there were so many unforgettable tenacities. There were laughter, anger, fear and lots of mixed feelings in the hall at once.

I was given the country Jamaica. *proud to be*
I was to discuss about the environment as I was in the environment forum. The forum had very extroverted chair persons. There were two actually.


Personally I gained a heap wait scratch that.. MASSIVE amount of experience from public speaking, communicating with others from other parts of the world down to answering questions spontaneously. However, being part of a political conference made me observe how the world of politics role. I usually hear phrases like "politicians are very dirty people" but now I really know what the phrase means. I know how politicians work together and islanise(is that even a word??) other delegated. Even it is just a MUN but the human behavior is still the same. people will be people.

At the end of the conference we celebrated the closing ceremony at the Baze in Empire hotel.

IT WAS A BLAST!! THE SICKEST PARTY EVER!!!!

Also I got to meet a lot of friends from all around Asia. That is one of the best ways to share my experience. If I think of something else, I'll blog more.

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I'm in BGIC!!!

This is basically a model conference of the world General Assembly.

I got the country Jamaica. Generally what we have to is research about our country and we are also given a topic to resolute on. So on the actual day we debate our topic.

this is hosted by the International School Brunei. everything is really very formal. i like that they have tons of rules. Brings the delegates down.

It would be held on the 12th to 15th of march 2010. Delegates from overseas are also coming. This is one of the toughest challenge in my teen era. I will do it with full confidence and personality. =)

My only time for blogging now is very limited so I don't have much time for leisure nowadays.

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this came random

My brother told me that a friend of his blog(as in the action blogging) to get a grade A1 in his exam. I don't really buy it but its a good to try.

*on the phone with grandma's maid*

As I was saying, I'll give it a shot.

What is my progress this year?... non detectable yet but will be working on that.

So far my life in upper 6 has been purely exhausting. Being the prefect body has not let the exhaustion ease.

I'll describe my week:

MONDAY:

1. 5 hours of school (6-12)
   
2. + extra classes
3. extra tutorial (night)

TUESDAY

1. 5 Hours of school (6-12)
2. extra class
3. extra tutorial back to KB
4. homework time

WEDNESDAY:

1. same as Monday

...blabla same thing daily NO EXCEPTIONS FOR FRIDAY AND SUNDAY!!

Sometimes I ask myself AM I DIGGING MY OWN GRAVE HERE?

all the thing I included above doesn't include extra curriculum work, student body meetings, BGIC research, extra events i.e National day. I am already tired by looking at this blog post. What I've written may sound like a packed schedule but about 600 students in my school is feeling the same way. So don't take this as a complaint.

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December

December, one of the months that I love the most. Usually, I do almost nothing for this month but not this year.Did I mentioned I'm 18? Well I am. 18 and free, sort of. my Baby bought me something very2 shiny. I'm getting my drivers license soon that is if I pass.

In November I've been busy with my exams. My goal to pass all of my subjects were scored and I can't be more proud of that. Its a good start of accomplishing my goals. Next year I'm hoping to be on top of my game. No more fooling around for me. My focus point will be narrow.

What did I do during this holiday? well for sure a lot of photography. and one more thing, I lost a lot of weight lately, physically, but the damn scale don't seem to agree with my appearance. I mean the outfits fits but the scale is ARRGHH!!!

Kaka Maya is getting married on the 17th. happy for her. Also kaka nana is already engaged.

thinking of redoing my scrapbook tho.

my shopping face. don't I look happy?

Yess!! done a LOT of makeup shopping and seen a lot of movies in this month. I also learnt to make the smokey eyes look.

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haloo

One whole month since I blogged and there's no other perfect time to blog within this month than my exam week. YAY me!! HAHA. my language tutor is gonna be so pissed if she saw my non grammatical writing.

So over this past few weeks I've been air tight bust with all the things around me. Seriously. Classes till evening then I have revisions at night well some nights I skipped my revisions. Hmm..


Raya was a blast for me this year. Went to a minute number of houses but got loads of 'DUIT RAYA!!'. Lastly my maths AS is finally over now I can sleep better at night. Now Bio to go. Hope I can do well in my paper 1 n 2 cause I suck at paper 3 already. I was in a panic situation. Didn't think straight. ok thats all I have to go study.

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fasting month

It's now the 14 or 15th day of Ramadan maybe. Muslims all over the world are undergoing fasting month including restriction to smoking, drinking, sex and so on. Ramadan also includes family gathering for the sake of being together and sharing what we have. Surprisingly, in one of the Arabic countries, the endowment dates have become very popular as sweetness of the date takes the edge off hunger(This prevents a person from overeating after he has opened his fast. Dates contain calcium, sulphur, iron, potassium, phosphorus, manganese, copper, magnesium, volatile oils, Vitamin-B6, folic acid, Potassium, Iron and Magnesium, proteins, sugars, vitamins and are rich in natural fibers which contribute to a healthy body and mind. Dates provides natural sugar in the form of glucose and fructose which is ready for immediate absorption and, is infinitely far superior to cane-sugar.) until they have named a date species after the president of USA Barack Obama.

In France, this year is the first year that halal meat is sold and labelled in supermarkets(broadcasted my Arabic TV station)

Opening fast time is when the sundown, as Muslims say, the Maghreb prayer has started. According to the Koran, sundown begins when a black thread can no longer be distinguished from a white one.

(above) Kabul mosque in Afghanistan where free food is given for open fast.

pictures taken from foreignpolicy.com


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world's worst sons

i was looking through the foreign policy's website just now and I really like what I read. This might be one of my top recommended websites for educational reference. It also includes a lot of amusing pictures globally.

amongst all the article I've read, one article really caught my attention and I have pasted a few part of the articles. enjoy =)

..."Bad behavior: Although he has no formal government position, Sheikh Issa, whose brother Khalifa is the current ruler of Abu Dhabi, is one of the emirate’s most prominent real estate developers. He was previously best known for building the Al Hakema tower, a massive complex in honor of his late father. But thanks to one night in the desert and an ill-advised videotape, Sheikh Issa’s name is now synonymous with sadism and abuse of power.

A video obtained by ABC News shows a group of men, including the sheikh, torturing an Afghan grain merchant who he accuses of cheating him. In the video, which was allegedly shot on his desert ranch at night, Issa fires an automatic weapon around the man, stuffs sand in his mouth, sodomizes him with an electric cattle prod, lights him on fire, and pours salt on his bleeding wounds."

to read the whole article, click here. there are about 5 similar articles =)

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August

just got home from my exhausting day at school. It's puasa here!! Its like the fourth day of puasa and this year is going to be superb according to the family forecast. HAHA. OMG!!! I have the most important thing to tell!!! I DIED MY HAIR BROWN!! HAHA So much has happened since I last updated this blog. I really need to work on my vocab.

okay let's see what happened this past few weeks. Masi sharen's geng came to our my house quite frequently because the beach has become quite an attraction now. hee. We played in the sand like the whole day for three straight weeks. It was fun having a crowded house and was even more fun when the people are all crazy like me. HAHA. Aidil has become a very2 gorgeous boy. He just shines up the room with his extremely stunning stunts. He calls me "ammmaa!!" when he says it doesn't sounds like "amah"(maid) HAHA. so hilarious when he calls me that.

OOO!!! I dropped my physics already! yahoo!! Its been a relief that i don't need to do those stupid calculations anymore. hee. now I'm continuing with bio, chem maths and GP. life at school has not changed so much. the only changes is that i have PS in set 4 which is one of the best PS sets. I get to hang out with Biel, odah, hakeen, aez, nabilah , fikah, sufi, aimy, fifi, yasmin, etc. well you get it.

before this I was looking through people's blogs and one really caught my eye. It was by a friends of mine. OMG he's turned out to be so bitchy!! hate him now! he leterally cursed all of my form 5 friends. not gonna mention his name tho. I didn't thought he was capable of doing such mean things. sometimes its best that you just become the nice guy. or at least don't become an AHOLE. ok I'm gonna ignore that topic. just needed to get it out of me. =)

August is also the month of my boo's birthday. =) HAPPY BIRTHDAY BOO <3>

the last agenda is some of my friends are leaving school and going to other venues. sad to hear that but that's cool with me. they're still gonna be my friends. =) Mariah left for UK yesterday. She is probably already in Brunei hall now. I didn't get the chance to meet her before she went but I'll web cam her asap. HEHE. miss her already. today is also haki, roza, afiy and wa'ie 's last day. boohoo. they got scholarships to JIS. good luck there guys =)

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